sad~

When i made the effort to think abt plans of what we could do,
i haven got a chance to say out, it has backfired.
that kind of feelings sux, but i had it quite often.
mayb i am used to it alr?
friends is always the first to celebrate.
What am I then?
when i will be working for the coming 4 days,
and i hope to have a meet up wit u,
but u told me u will be celebrating what second year with ur friend.
that goes our meet up again,
i am really tired of making plans and got backfired like so many times alr.
But i am oso tired of showing to u that i am sad.
& when i dun msg u or call u, u oso dun bother to msg me telling u going alr or wadever.
i m tired of making the first move.
i am tired alr.
I jus wanna rant out my unhappiness, but I hope we will still be fine.
IT show coming tml.
Just wanna earn more money and buy my camera. :D

♥ Jasmin