i dunno y, i started to feel emo now. exams is starting tml & yet i am down here. what am i doing? i felt emptiness in my heart. life has been so busy for everyone, we always don't have time to meet up & misses started to came in. we all had our own lifestyles and everything.
i feel that everything isn't going smoothly for me, i am not excited for anything in my life. i started to hate myself for everything that i've done. the way i should react to things doesn't seems to be right, ya, mayb i am a dumb.
perhaps one day, everyone might jus leave me, even my bf??(opps) i jus got the feeling that one day he might oso get tired of my nonsense and leave me. hmmmmm, y am i saying all these when i know i have a gd bf? sometimes, i jus feel that he is too gd for me. he always do tings that i will never do for him. & making my guilty as i always repeat my mistakes over n over again. but still i wun changed. see, who the hell in this world can tolerate me right?
argh, enough of emoing. i need to go back to study. =/
i am feeling very sad very sad. =(((((((((((((
--x3JASMIN