i dun know whether u will be reading my blog,
i jus like to express the deepest feelings hidden inside my heart.
we've known each other for such a long time.
i can still rmb those times that we shared our joy n laughter,
those days we shared our sad n sorrow.
our friendship has always been so gd, so smoothly, free of any troubles.
and we maintained it well throughout our secondary sch life.
but eversince we came into poly life,
things started to change.
esp when u met javier,
our friendship started to drift apart.
mayb u nv feel it..
on the surface, we might still b gd frenz,
still being together everyday.
but actually in fact, u 've unknowingly "PS" me in your life.
but i treated as nth happened.
i din have any complaines coz i feel mayb u n jav jus started,
u guys jus need more times to spend together,
as time goes by,
i felt abit sick n tired alrdy.
certain things, u will nv get to know in ur life..
that is my very best fren's bf badmouthed me behind my back,
do u know abt this?
can u feel what am i feeling nw?
i m always trying to bear with him in whatever ways.
during project work,
he always down dere play games,
i had nv ever asked him once to do the work,
jus becoz he is ur bf,
i gif him face..
u oso got seen how i asked linus n elmo do work right?
i gif him face, but did he in return did sth gd to me?
i dun wish becoz of ur bf make our friendship to drift apart,
since being friends isn't that easy.
esp finding someone that has so many similar interest as u
& we've been friend for 5-6 years alrdy.
i really dun wish it to end here.
if u can complained to jav that i ps u,
den who can i complain to??
am i PS-ing u in the first place,
or have i been alrdy PS-ed in the first place?
think carefully.
u can choose to think that i m bull shit here,
but i jus wanted to say out all my feelings that i have been keeping inside my heart for a veri long time.
i hope we could go back to the past,
those nice days that we used to had.
BF might be the one dere for u when u r sad,
that is becoz he is always hanging ard in ur life, he know what is happening in ur life.
FRIENDS might not b the one dere for u when u r sad,
that is becoz u r willingly to gif them a chance to hang ard in ur life,
u have alrdy shut ur life with u n ur bf.
BUT,
friendship are the one that last, not BGR.
i hope u will really think abt it carefully after reading this post.
--x3JASMIN