haven been sleeping well these past few days.
although i went into the room veri early.
but i wasn't able to fall asleep.
duno how many times, i cried until i fall asleep.
haiz!
i still think i couldn't be so da fang..
i cant be the perfect gal that u wanted.
perhaps we started to think differently.
yea, sometimes i am unreasonable,
keep a fuss out of nth
&& i neo it myself.
but that's me. i cant change my character.
i am who i am.
u, everybody will nv understand how i feel.
u jus see the surface of her.
she act as if she really care for u & ME.
but behind the back, u know wad she thinks abt me?
perhaps, u believe her more den i do,
coz no matter how,
our 1 & half a yr relationship cant be compared to urs 4-5 yrs of friendship.
sometimes, i am really tired, really really very tired.
eversince 1 yr ago, u started to work.
our problems started..
perhaps many pple dun like seeing us together.
or perhaps one day we shouldnt really be together.
the future i once saw with u suddenly seems so far away from me nw.
i jus wanted peaceful life.
if possible, i hope we just live in our own world.
i hope time will change everything..
deep inside my heart,
i still want to see the future that we build up together.
the forever love that we had... ...