i feel so boring everyday.
nth to do, jus play and play and play.
den dear everyday work and work and work.
i suddenly feel dat life is so meaningless.
=((
i have no motivation to do anything.
christmas?
countdown?
means nth to me.
i try to b understanding becoz dear is working and he is oso tired after working.
but i jus cant.
i jus cant put up my concern for him,
but actually deep inside my heart,
i feel so heartache.
i seriously nid a life.
a life dat i could enjoy,
i yearned for a holiday but i felt so boring wif no dear by my side.
that did i realised dear is all i ever wanted.
nobody, in fact nth could content me at all.
wif him by my side, i would b more den happy.
i oso neo that, he dislike going to work
in fact he worked beczusefor me.
but i jus cant control myself being lonely.
i m so bored,
i nid a job to keep myself busy.
becoz i cant play all day long,
i will feel bored.
27.12.07 is cuming,
but i guess he will be busy working,
i just hoped he could still rmb
i hope i could be more understanding.
~min'er