In the afternoon,
after my project work and blah,
i went to find him at jp den he sent me home..
and we were back to normal again
so he came my hse..
=))
i was damn tired k?
becoz dear is playing ard wif me..
den he like keep wanting to strangle my neck..
of coz is not real derh larhs.
den did ie realise ie was so/veri /extremely scared of it..
got the kind of feelings whereby kena abducted by pple..
mayb watch too much drama or wad.
ie feel so scared.
so ie lied down on my bed..
den dear take water for me..
=) ie feel blessed..
like me sick, den he take care of me.
hees
den after dat, he 5+ go off.
he was going hme and meeting out for lim cong's bdae celebration
they wil be going arena to play pool.
den i think tml he say he also will be going for another celebration wif BMC's frenz bahs.
also lim cong's bdae celebration
so he cant acc me tml,
i actually planned to watch the game plan wif him tml derh..
but,
anyway, he still reserved me for watching the movie wif him..
perhaps nxt week.
=)
yea,
so i have nth to do..
but realised i have sth to do..
my Com Tool Kit.
haiz!
sians can?
jus nw,
surfing net..
so i suddenly feel like going into friendster.
although i dun haf acount inside lerhs.
jus feel like going inside to see see larhs.
den i go view dear's profile..
added friends wor..
guys and gals
perhaps those are friends that he neo bahs.
i hope so.
but i finally could understand last time dear's feelings..
those kind of adding.
that shld be things i shouldn't have gone to see bahs.
but u neo ie kinda of feel sad when i saw him going into his friendster account.
when ie deleted my account because of him..
although he did asked me to help him deleted it away..
but seeing him still often got online sometimes,
i think he kinda of enjoy using it also bahs.
so i did not delete instead.
i think i am over-sensitive again lerh bahs.
i am being possesive again
=((
i drank vinegar again..
i need time to get over it.
&& i wil be fine soon
~min'er